Okay, Miriam!

Lead Us Not Into Corruption

The universe does not lie. Meena is a witch. She knew exactly what would transpire before it even came into being: “Do not think of them so importantly. They don't know you.” The accuracy of those words the day after she said them. She was so right about humanity's deep-rooted malice.

I wish I knew how to tell a story as entertaining as a narrator would in a coming of age film. I have this reoccurring thought in my head that I'm in the middle of a desert and I hear their voices echo from a distance. It felt exactly like tripping on alcohol. You close your eyes and you recognize their voices, you hear and know what they're talking about, but you're too intoxicated to care or even respond back.

I am alone not for the lack of any soul beside me. I am alone because my thoughts are the blatant opposite of what they believe in. I think it's funny when you do literally anything and then people regard it as something more than it actually is. But it's fine. Their judgement says more about themselves than about me. People have different moral predispositions that affect their perceptions of humanity and once we come to this understanding, others' words become less important. Words become more of an empty rhetoric rather than sincere expression of discernment. The fact is they don't know me at all, and I don't have to explain why I am the way I am as long as the most significant people understand and don't question me for it.

I can literally write 666 on my forehead and people are going to say I worship the devil, fucking flip out and pray for my p00R s0uL.

#personal